a day with two- Abstemious

It was nice to spend a day with two... Like nobody gives a damn thing of what you do. And all the remedy is laughter and a very exhausting work-out...Right?

Almost 24 hours of not getting any sleep but well it's worth it and somehow it's just what I need-a diversion... A halt in this vicious cycle but still the void does not cease. Like a black hole still engulfing me to the point of nothingness...

It was your pain that makes me realize how futile and frail I am. Alcohol, black smoke, have lost it's effect and I'm just hearing stories from strangers and friends...

But I'm still sober and I just laugh with all the lines as they talk to the cab driver still having fun...

Trent...

Waiting for the clock ticks... Palpitating, sweaty hands and squirming like a worm as I slouch myself in this seat. . Is it paranoia? For myself? Were where you?... two minutes later... no response... another two minutes... still none... I guess this is another vicious cycle... Can you help me to get out?

ablaze

I fly with an ANGEL'S wings
Across the CANOPY of your DREAM-like
unconsciousness
Abruptly...
Starting a conflagration within me
BURNING...
like glowing embers
that spark like
Millions of fireflies
I sat motionless
I was in TRANCE...